Freaking neighbour had to choose now to SMOKE!!! 0047 in the WEE MORNING!! When I'm sleeping!! So angry!! Whenever I passed by their house, I can smell the stench already!! Is there any law that forbid neighbour to stop smoking??!! One more time I'm going to knock at their door and say nicely first. And if the smoking continues, I won't be so nice already.


Don't like smoker strangers. Want to die earlier please go to a corner and accelerate your death. Why do we have to die earlier cuz of your inconsiderateness. Seriously I have no qualm about smokers! I have friends who smoke too. But they don't do it in front of me! So please smoke when I'm around can! AND ESPECIALLY WHEN I HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW LAH!!!!!! NO! ITS TODAY ALREADY! So inconsiderate! Argh.


Pissed..!


When it's hot! I get irritated easily!


When i get irritated, I'll get breathless!


When I get breathless, I can't breathe!!


WHen I can't breathe, I become warmer!!!


When I BECOME WARMER, I become hot!!!


When i become hot, I'll get irritated easily!


When i get irritated, I'll get breathless!


When I get breathless, I can't breathe!!


WHen I can't breathe, I become warmer!!!


When I BECOME WARMER, I become hot!!!


And the cycle continues..


*Proceed to spray perfume all over didi's and my room*

Isn't my music player the CUTEST THING ?!?!? HOHOHO!!


So sian. Sunday coming soon. =( Back to work soon. Feeling the blues already. =(


I went to the Sanrio Fiesta on Friday after work!! NOt much to buy leh. Kinda disappointed, but still got myself a few items. Don't know whether I'll use though. *Sigh* Not spending money wisely again.


I wanna go Puroland!! Hopefully by 2 years later. Hahaha! I know abit long. But let that be my goal can. If not I'll have no motivation to save. Plus Japan is an expensive country. If no one accompany go, I'll go myself! =D


Can't wait for December!! And and next month is NOVEMBER!!!!! Ring a bell in anyone's head????


*Me smiling gleefully~~~*


*Wipes the smile off my face*


Okay. I'm being too optimistic about next month. Hur hur~


By the way, it's about 2 months plus to the end of the year. Why it is so fast!!!! I'm starting to feel old already. And I haven't even accomplish anything yet! And people around me are like in their right path, all except me. =(


Just saw on tv, this guy broke off with a girl who was realy fat. And he bloody set conditions that if they were to get back together, the girl must lose like at least 25kg!!!


*Looks down at my tummy*


I better do something about it soon! But still~~ HOW CAN!?!?! He must encourage her mah! Loving each other is to hear and encourage and help each other. Not setting conditions? HMmm.


Oh ya, I have 50% off G2000 apparels. Anyone wanna buy any stuffs from there let me know! =)

Oki! Back to TV!


Facts About the
Maternity Leave Conditions in Denmark.


Pregnant women can take leave for four weeks before the birth, and they are obliged to be on leave for the first two weeks after the birth.

* After the birth, the mother is entitled to 14 weeks of maternity leave.

* The father is entitled to 2 weeks of paternity leave within the first 14 weeks after the birth of the child. Altogether parents are entitled to 52 weeks paid maternity leave.

* When the child is 14 weeks old, the parents are entitled to an additional 32 weeks leave between them. It is a condition, however, that both parents are working in Denmark.

Public employees receive full salary during maternity leave. As a minimum, private employees are entitled to benefit, but they may be able to negotiate a higher pay.


Source




Alright! I'm going to get a Danish man. HAHA! Can get like a year of leave leh! I would gladly give birth loh. Wahaha.


Okay. Going to watch tv. Hope tomorrow's friday man...


: (



But to me, it is a new beginning.


Came upon these two encourging quotes below.


"Give yourself a good cry if you need it.. Then concentrate on the good things that you still have in your life."

"In life, if you are not moving forward, you are actually moving backward."




http://www.helium.com/items/1138727-moving-forwards-in-life-with-life

Yea, now come to think about it, I'd spent too many days pitying myself. Hiding in my room and crying my eyes out. Even more stupid to take leave to make my already-tiny-eyes punier. Wasted my precious leaves. Duh.


Warning. This entry is going to be full of complains and angry words. Just wanted to voice out all my unhappiness once and for all instead of moping around.


My boss and Mr B have been very kind to me. I tried to stay strong for the first few days, and ended up losing control. I felt damn shitty and useless. Felt like an overgrown crybaby too.


I'm still pissed about the whole incident. And I really want to let this out.


Felt very stupid to be doing so much when the other doesn't even give a damn about it. I can't go to this place cuz your ex-gf and you went before. I can't do that cuz you're tired. I can't do so many freaking things just coz of your laziness and past. And what has ur ex got to do with me? Do I have to pay for what you and her did in the past?? I broke just one promise whereas you broke so many promises. And you just amplified my one mistake into the main reason for the unhappiness between us. So unfair and hurtful. Besides, I broke that one promise cuz you broke yours first and you'd gone overboard. HRMF!!! I should have known you were going backward instead of forward. And all those craps you that night, just exposed all the true colours in you. Who says you need HDTV to see the real colours?


Seriously, don't talk about "sincere words" when you don't even mean any single of them. Not explaining your actions but just with silence? Unless you treat your friend this way, I would say your actions speak of cowardice. Or just simply "bo-chup-ness". And don't tell your friends what are the right things to do. Cuz you don't even do them yourself. Do what you preach. Oh and I was wondering.. You don't stop your friends from being too close with many girls when they're in a relationship.. I wonder if you would do that to me behind my back too... Hmm.


Oh man. I just simply can't believe what he told me and his actions that night. Simply unforgivable. After that day, I just threw away everything, literally and physically.


After this ordeal, I'm really grateful for people standing by me. Godmommy, Boss C, Mr B and my daddy. I know I really should have really listen to your advice, especially Daddy and Mr B. Haha... But I know I have no regrets cuz I'd done nothing wrong. But maybe just not taking in their advices. Ha~


Haha. Speaking about my dad, I was waiting for lift with him one day. And there was a mother carrying her baby girl in front of us. Then he looked at him wistfully and said, "Ahh.. So cute."


My reply was, "Aiyo.. Which baby isn't cute? So fat and chubby."

Him: Ya. Hehe.

Me: Look at me, I'm cute also right?

Him: *Snorted* You?! Yours is FAT!!

Me: *Angry* WEI!! I was borned FAT okay!! When I first landed on Earth, I was FAT! This one is inborn one! No cure one.


Him: Who say one? Last time your face is sharp one.


Me: Cuz you never feed me enough!!


Him: *The lift door opened and he went into the lift, looked at the baby and smiled*

Him: Cute girl~ *smiles at the baby girl and her mother*


And he got that longingness in his eyes. I walked in and turned around and rolled my eyes until I can see my sockets.


----------------------- (" . ") -----------------------
.......................   v   .......................


Oh, I used to have many differences with this colleague of mine right. And guess what, we are actually talking now. Haha~~ Alot of unexpected events happened to me too.


Had a gathering with my lovely cousins yesterday. Had loads of fun and laughter about the "Urine Specimen Cup" and the "Fart Extinguisher". Lol~~ I wish time could really speed up now. Cuz I feel very tired of my current life. Haha. As in besides working, I'm basically rotting. I need to enroll myself in something. Oh anyone wanna learn zither??? Aye.. Hope that my application next year can get through.. HMm. Oh! And I'd graduated and passed my course with flying colours!! Going to get my certificate with my coursemates soon. Got 7 A's and a sickening B+ if I'm not wrong.. :( Hehe~~


Oh ya, went prawning with them a few weeks back. As usual, had a lot of laughing sessions and "arguments". Sort of hoping I still get to attend classes with them... *_*


Btw, anyone know how to make a DIY pigeon-hole shelf with a door? I want to put ALL the kitties I got from the McD Happy Meals! 36 of them! :D


Argh. My right eye is twitching the whole day today. Does it mean something bad or good is going to happen? O_O


Zzz. Alright. Bedtime soon. Ciaoz!
"A veil hangs between the two opposites, a mere slip of a thing that is transparent to warn us or comfort us. You hate now but look through this veil and see the possibility of love; you're sad now but look through to other side and see happiness. Absolute composure to a complete mess - it happens so quickly, all in the blink of an eye."
Feeling very sad.. I thought by doing things opposite I can be happier.. Ha!


...



Love this MTV. Love this MV since secondary school. Man.. *Dabs tissue on my eyes*





Oki. I know I'm irritating with all my emo-ings. But I can't help it mah! =(


Ha.. Kkz. Going sleep.. Goodnight~